A year ago today I was pregnant.
A year ago tomorrow I learnt my HcG levels were dropping.
A year ago on Friday I started to miscarry our Little Stars.
A year ago I still thought that this Christmas would see us as parents.
It was only a year ago.
But it was also a lifetime ago.
Annoying things & small pleasures
1 week ago
((((HUGS))))
ReplyDeleteNo words of wisdom here. Just love, and hugs, from another battle-worn woman. Thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteOh Illanare, what a terrible anniversary. Know I am thinking of you and sending lots of love. You have been through too much pain, and this last year has been particularly cruel. With every molecule of my soul I wish you a very happy 2011.
ReplyDeletebig squishy hugs beautiful.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you lovely.
xoxo
sending love, and remembering.
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Oh my lovely....
ReplyDeleteIf there is one thing that saddens me MORE than my own losses it's those of my friends, especially such a beautiful person as you M.
You would make such a wonderful mother and it upsets me that you may never be able to show a child that.
Sending you bucketloads of warm loving hugs my friend, hugs that one day I will be able to give you in person again [yes I'm scheming on coming back LOL]
~x~
Oh honey. i am thinking of you and your little baby. You have been through so much and it breaks my heart that you have endure such a anniversary. Sending lots of love to you....
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ReplyDeleteOh sweetie... Sending you a hug.
ReplyDeleteBig hugs to you my friend.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and your little ones. Sending hugs and love your way. xx
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ReplyDeleteI'm sorry that the anniversary of your loss is approaching. Christmas is an unbearable time for those who have suffered a loss. I also expected to have a baby in my arms this Christmas and find myself sad and weepy these past few weeks. You are in my thoughts.
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ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for this difficult anniversary. You are in my thoughts. May Little Stars send you a sign from his/her spot in the eternal universe. Big hugs to you.
ReplyDeleteHere from LFCA, and feeling heartsick for you ... you're in my thoughts.
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ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with you, and with everyone who has suffered a loss at Christmas time. Hugs, tears, and commiseration.
I'm so sorry. And will be thinking of you and the many other should-be parents.
ReplyDeleteYou're in my thoughts. (((HUGS))) to you.
ReplyDeleteHello, this is the first post of yours that I have read. I don't know if you want to visit my blog (we are 'infertile' but have a child now), we lost our firstborn in '04, plus have also had 11 m/c's and one of those was @ 10wks the day before Xmas Eve in '04. I feel for you, my heart is heavy for your losses, and I would dearly love to get to know you a little better. I hope you don't mind my visiting here.
ReplyDeleteIt's amazing how 12 months can pass by but the pain and sadness remain raw. 12 months can feel like a lifetime but can feel like just yesterday too. I am new to this area of the blogging world-I have been in tumblr for awhile and branching to blogger. I hope 2011 is a better year for you!
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