dreaming

I haven't been sleeping too well recently - not falling asleep until about 1.00am and waking up around 4.30 each day. Mostly I have been having bad dreams and nightmares and I wake up with my emotions in turmoil. But I realise pretty soon that I'm in my own bed, my darling little cat is safe curled next to me, Significant Other is still snoring beside me and I calm down.

Last night I dreamt about Bean. She was barely a month old, we had called her Meg and we were showing her off to my cousin.

That was five hours ago and my emotions are still in turmoil and I have yet to calm down.