6th Feb

Four years ago today I lost my baby daughter Matilda. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her. Today is no different.

silly things

First - oh hai everyone who delurked on my blog last month.  Thank you!

It's been a while now since I stopped TTC and started trying to embrace my childless (childfree?) life.  Mostly I do ok but then I watch or read or see something which punches me.  Like this evening, channel-hopping mindlessly as I did some ironing (on a Friday night - I live it large, you better believe) and landed on "The New N0rmal".  The "there's a heartbeat" episode - I ran away again quickly but the damage had been done. Bugger it.

I also can't stand the UK advert for Chr0meb00k - guess I'm not part of a "real family".

Bah.