Last week I briefly met a man at a work thing. It was just a quick "hello, nice meeting you", hand-shake and move on type of thing and I am never likely to meet him again. In fact, I can't be sure I remember his name correctly as I met a lot of people at this event, in a short space of time. I just mention it because for the first time since A left, I looked at someone and thought "gosh" and felt a teeny, tiny flutter of interest.
It's nice to know that I'm still alive under the layers of hurt, confusion, fat and unflattering clothing I've been covered with for the last 18 months.
This is an excellent step forward. Hopefully soon you will meet someone able to move you into the spring of emotions (and out of that long winter). Fran
ReplyDeleteOf course you are! Time passes and healing happenns...congrats.
ReplyDeletehere to hold your hand when you are ready to re-enter that aspect of life. You are an amazing woman, never forget that.
ReplyDeleteThis is excellent news of a re awakening and hopeful heart. We are all big fans and know that someone very special is going to be incredibly lucky when he finds you!
ReplyDeletePs pls consider ditching word verification. I am on my tenth try on my I phone and still can't get it right:((
Oh sweetheart you are most definitely still alive, even if you don't feel it sometimes! You are a gorgeous creature who someone will be lucky enough to call their own, hopefully sooner, rather than later.
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ReplyDeleteHuggles! You are definitely still here!!! I am glad you are feeling again. Sometimes it takes a while after so much hurt to really feel. I hope you continue to feel more. Love.
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