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£3927.40 is the total sum spent so far
20 is the total number of blood tests done
17 is the total number of BFNs
17 is also the total number of strangers who have peered, prodded or poked at my lady bits
14 is the number of pounds I have gained since we lost Bean in February
6 is the number of times Significant Other and I have tried to talk about what to do if we can't have children
2 is the total number of babies made
0 is the total number of babies born
100 is the total percent of hope I have lost at this moment in time.
my last comment vanished,so I am trying again. maybe that is what this is all about. figuring out what to do when whatever the heck it was that we wanted or expected does not turn out that way. I am so sorry for all that you are going through.
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ReplyDeleteI know, I hate how every month my numbers go up too. So frustrating. And I hate those effing BFNs!
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